BFF

Friends.

You can't beat the feeling of 11 girls around a too small table talking all at once about a trillion different things. It's quite amazing really. I have to pinch myself to realise it's for real.
I'm so lucky. We all are. To have eachother.

It makes me think back to other times when i've been surrounded by amazing people.
On pantai chenang, friday night drinks at F&B, dancing at the Royal in Bowral, highschool, Jerry's basemant, way back then.

At times i've felt like all the fun's already over.
Just like A said today.
I've been lucky so far, and now i'm getting old and this is it.
No more fun for me, i've had my share, and now it's someone elses turn.
Again I'm lucky.
Cause I was wrong (something I normally don't admit to being).
The fun's just started. And it feels gooooood. Let me tell you, for example, saturday, this week, Göteborg, whoha, that's gonna be fun allright (and i better tell you that now because of the possibility I don't remember it on sunday)

I think it's more about letting go of the "fun" we had as 18 year olds and welcome the 20+ fun and live with that for now. Maybe sitting in a park drinking cheap vodka and dance all night long and make out with strangers on the dancefloor twice every weekend isn't the best thing to do any more. I should probably let that go, shouldn't I.
It can be fun having a glass (or three) of wine and a chit chat with the girls, flirting, just a little bit, with the cute guy in the bar, and get home early.
We are young, very young indeed, but we do get older. Time's are changeing and so are we and that's fine. Cause as long as we do what we do together, it will still be fun.

And if we by accident happen to end up with a bottle of cheap vodka and a stranger on the dancefloor, well, then someone else probably just had a glass of wine and can tell us what happend the day after.

That's what friends are for!